不能说的还是不能说

曾经很挣扎的，
徘徊， 思考
是否 应该 说出
是否应该表达?
翻翻转转 左想右虑 的
一个 接一个的 夜晚
一分接一分的 时间
为了 讨个决定，
是
该与不该
需不需要
的 界限
来回 徘徊
为了说服自己
是
要
说吗？

最终，
决定的选择是
不能说的， 就是还是不能说!

2017 April - to Cambodia ..

On April 2017, finally i had started my trip by own to 1st destination, Cambodia.
Went on 22 Apr - 25.

2017...

2017...exactly has been a year since my last post.
Suck! Im bad!!
But still, am back!!

Hoping more to come!!
For much better n more !!

凡是走过必有痕迹

凡是走过必有痕迹。。。

一步、两步还是更多步。。。

要与不要

13/02/2014
很多时， 很多事，
要与不要之间，
还真是烦人。

写到这里， 忽然不知道 要如何的写。 让后，停止了。

15/02/2014 12.55am
刚刚， 看着电视节目， 看到一幕， 也看着我的电话的 联络， 忽然 想起了这 要与不要。

想到这 “当要的时候， 就只往那好的一面想；那不要的， 就只往那坏处想 ” 为推动力。 其实， 每件事都有好坏， 是看自己， 要选择那一面 来为基础，为动力。

2016

Never did the count down like previously...instead, slept very early coz not feeling well.
slept early and woke up early too.

morning was with x.l till almost noon, and bought some books from popular during late noon. Then started on to do bit of work.

slow progress, but at least something.

asked help to buy 2 pants.

.............................................
2/1 joined or bf.

gone away...

15 - 8
kind a black Saturday.
Sent an elderly aunt away sadly.

63 n 67.
Witnessed with eyes from breathing till stop breathing.
feeling painful and badly sad.


29 - 8
gone another man.
man with a kid always appeared on time at the door step.
a std 3 stud's father.
another bad sad life story.

Windows Explorer To Show Thumbnail Previews in Windows Vista and Later

2 steps.

first,

1. Open Windows Explorer, click on Organize button present in command bar and select "Folder and search options".
2. Now go to View tab and make sure "Always show icons, never thumbnails" option is not enabled i.e. its disabled.
If the option is enabled, uncheck the checkbox and click on Apply button.

2nd, 
1. Type sysdm.cpl in RUN or Start Menu search box and press Enter. It'll open System Properties.
2. Go to "Advanced" tab and click on "Settings" button in "Performance" section.
3. Now make sure "Show thumbnails instead of icons" option is enabled.
If its not enabled, enable the option and click on Apply button.

day 11 - 13 nov

been telling a fren that holiday gonna fin soon...and yet what those suppose to do things are still having in list, mostly.

just out of sudden, many un-expected thing that happened.

Air corn suppose to be fixed today, but boss is to busy. Come on friday.

Wento get my new IC with new chip. Heavy rain. Back home and put car for service and some fixings. That's cost 320. Is getting too expensive and with un-finished work.

Lecturer told me abt the MLM on bio-tech. Wondering what is that about..since.ard 7 plus..texting

tomorrow need to go bank to settle the account. Been dragging for so long.
and tomorrow also need to go hospital with baby for injection.
also, really need to go centre to do cleaning.

day 10 - 12 nov

moo n wife home ard 2 plus.

nothing much, just did the sorting and data entering.

been lazying around with slow progress

day 9 - 11 nov

Early morning mom call to to inform bm was admitted to hospital due to stomach pain at midnite 3 plus.

Then baby was here at the morning and mom is not here yet, so...get up from sleep ..blur blur ..

ard 10plus...wento my bro house to see fatty. Cooked a bit of the veges and ate together with them. After fin, put fatty to sleep, and promise her that will go see her mom after she awakes. 

abt 3pm, waited teng, and fin packed things, i drove and goto visit fatty's parent in hospital. 

reach the about 3.30pm, chatted awhile and left at 5pm.

after that, sis suggested to buy something for her baby for birthday gift. So, dropped by at the store and stayed till 6.45pm.

everyone seem happy. 

reach home at 7.15pm. Bathed fatty, sent her grandmom home to cook, and feed fatty to hv dinner too
mom seem so happy with the earring that bought for her. I had placed order to buy 2 bracelets too...silver one...im happy too. hahahha

after that, sis n husband out till 8 plus, then only home. 

dint go sis home. 

day 8 - 10 nov

Monday.
Wiring work is still in progress.
at home doing own work.

morning ard 10 plus wento a fren house to help her on email issue, till 12 plus.
Fatty dint go to school, so dint fetch her. due to sickness

Steel man made the steel work for the window. Have not yet go n see how was it.

day 7 - 9 nov

woke at almost 10 i guess. dint really looked at the watch.

then went to find sis and out for brunch. reached home almost 1pm, and home.

1.30 started to continue entered data, must get it finish by today.

chatting with frens n work together...
progress consider good today...
left few more to go.

now already 12.30am plus. Shld be able to finish by tonite.

Tomorrow need to wake up early to finish up the relocate.

Day6-8 nov

Is Saturday. Moving the photostat machine at 10 am. Waited for the key again. Really no comments.

Back to old office again at around 3pm plus. Happen to meet a friend, lwh, unexpected. Had a quick. chat. Been long never seen each other. Almost 20 years. Time flies.

After that, remove another steel window, and cleaned up the unit, and returned the key. Finally a chapter of story ended with this landlord. Thanks god!! Work till 5.13pm, and packed kfc for dinner.
Mom gone out for activities. Then back to sis place to have early dinner. Stayed there till ard 10, watching movie and playing ard with niece.

Home and continue keying my data, till about 2.30am.

3am, tired and sleep right away.

Day5-7 nov

Already he 5th days n I hv so mang more works need to be done for. My goodness.
Capturing 3rd type of data. Hopefully can be ended by tomorrow.
Suck landlord asking for 20days rental. I jumped up n finally sdttled with 10days. Suck politician as the landlord.  Good no one supported him.
Baby getting much better.knoe to laugh n be playful.  Fatty still fever.no school still.
Queen said wana buy silver earringsn suggested to go on tmr.
But tmr need to shift the photostat machine at 10. Let's see how ya.
Thinking charges for less than 4 is higher, 4 n above is normal rate. Self propose. ..
Nite is late now.  Time to sleep. 

Day 4- 6/nov

Baby got lots of rashes. 
Moved many things. Done this part. Not yet arrange.
Aircon is not able fit in the board. Need redo.
Chk the installation n got prob. Need redo.
Worksheet entering almost done.
Feeling appreciate n thankful.

Day 3-nov 5

Progressing another worksheet. 
Brought baby visited doctor. 
Fetch fatty and proceed to center. Cleaning n packing abit there till hungry. Home at ard 2. Continue the worksheet. 

Day 2-4/November/2014

Get aircorn done, started at 10am.. Electricity is still on the way...wiring.
Fetch fatty and chatted wf one potential helper till 1.30pm.
Had titbit wf fatty on way home. Both of us are so enjoy n happy.
Get another worksheet on the way.
Visited the work side n progressing at ard 4pm wf teng.

Day 1. - 03/Nov/2014

Day no 1 just passed.  Did things according the plans. But still, slow.

Baby had terrible fever. Meds seem no effect on her. Saw her feeling very much terrible.

Heard news of US' s satellite was crashed. Though nothing that related to me, yet is a international news.

Shifting is in the process as per planning.

Read a bit, but progress was not as scheduled. Need to do more.

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